I Keep Sleeping With My Restaurant Customers and I Always Feel Cheap and Used Afterwards
I keep sleeping with guys I attend to at the transport company restaurant where I work, and I always feel cheap and used afterwards.
I am 28 years old and single and I have worked at this cafe for three years now. most of the customers are truck drivers and some of them flirt with me and demand “extras”. I exchange phone numbers with them and when they call me, I meet them after work.
The experience is always passionate only that in the morning when my eyes have cleared I wake up in a strange truck or with some stranger in my bed.
Last week, there was a guy I met who I really liked. We slept together and afterwards he dressed up and left telling me he would see me again but I know he wont because that is what others always do and sadly this guy was no different.
I just cant help jumping into bed with guys I just met. I can’t seem to help myself and it is as if I am trying to prove some point only I end up feeling cheap and used. I really want this to stop.
I would really love to have a guy who I can settle down with and have a family, but I cannot say no to love advances although sometimes I would have preferred just a kiss and a cuddle.
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Please help me because I do not really understand what I am doing. Why cant I keep a man for more than one night or am I cursed?
Can we date
Come toJesus and surrender ypurself to him,he will definitely help you,you know everything that we do is driven by a certain kind of spirit (demons) for the bad things man do, the Spirit of God for the good,so you need serious prayers or deliverance from that spirit, if you are gripped by that kind of thing it must be demonic.
You need fasting and pray,because that’s the power of demons
u ar nat cursed Bt It’s a matter of decision to make. ..always behaviour to start it’s easy Bt takes time to stop…so no one can stop u what u ar doin Bt th choice is yours. .. have one and love your guy…
You can keep on having sex wth hundreds of guys Bt achieve nothing Bt taking risks. ..hey watch out u can be changed if u make always strong decision to stop doin that…bcoz u wul end up being useless to everyone
You are not cursed dear
It just means your attempts trying to get a future husband isn’t really working 😔
You don’t have to sleep with every customer.
Try other different approaches and you’ll meet your future husband sooner than later.
Learn self control cause clearly you don’t have it, it doesn’t mean you are cursed or anything, learn to control yourself and look for a particular person you are ready to settle down with