My Ex-Boyfriend Tricked Me into Sleeping With Him, How do I take Revenge?

Just let it go, it’s not yours he just wants to use your body to satisfy his sexual pleasure

That is very sad. Similar happened to me, I meet this person online POF he contact MW first, after few days we star texting and we had our first meet, was perfect gentleman,he said he feels a good connection. Before I leave he ask me for dinner against 2 days later, after that he want to came to my job just to see me, and we see next day, we text a lot and he said soo many times how happy he feel with me and thanks me for all the happiness I bring to his life, he start talking about a future ..and he always told me that he was not in a hurry for sex , that he was sure I worth the waiting… After all this sweet texts sometimes at 5:00am just to tell that he can’t sleep thinking about the next time he will hold me on his arms. Etc..he invite me to his place, text me and ask me to bring few things that I can left in his place, he said he want me to feel that place belong to me too. I went to his place ..we watch TV he ask me to sit next to him and I agree, we already kiss each other before, he star touching my shoulders and Me too, we have sex, after that ..he suddenly should to go to his office, but I feel more like he kick me out…he assure he will drive later to my side to have dinner but hours late he text and ask what I’m doing ,we text but he don’t bring out nothing about dinner ,in the night he text ” sweet dreams mami” then I call him and he text me that he was talking with his daughters, then I wait and call about an hour later he answer ” I’m still at the phone with my daughter what is soo important? ” I answer ” kids are first, good night ” and I went to sleep, but I see he had his profile pictures back on POF and days before we agree that we going to concentrate on each other only.Next morning he send me a “good morning :*” and I answer a good morning too.but I feel soo unhappy because I feel that something was wrong, when I leave his place he told me ” I don’t planning to have sex but…you turn me on” and I said really and now is my fault ..was like joking around.later I start feeling so empty.. Like if he expect better for me, he said before that he has 2 years with out sex , because he don’t sleep around that he was waiting for the right moment and the right lady., then I start being worried if I was that lady, or I take away that dream from him . then I send a text to him like this” ……I wish this morning be Sunday, go to you place, watch tv , hold you hand , kiss you and left with my dignity and you dream intact… But I wake up and is Monday and can’t go back. I feel you kick me out of you place and I feel soo sad you said you will came for dinner but you forget, no you don’t forget you just don’t want to be rude.I don’t agree that a woman worth for you soon or long they wait for sex,but I don’t want to stay to see how you start texting less and less until I leave, thanks for teach me a lesson” He answer ” I don’t know what are you talking about” when I get out if work I see the text.try to call and don’t answer.. I call call next mornings and I find out he put my number in ignore and unfriendly me on Facebook. I wait 4 days and went to his place, and he don’t open the door he ask me to go to my car and he will call me, I said that I just need to talk, he ask me to leave and I insist to talk…but I don’t yell or said nothing bad…just ask if please we can talk and he said that he going to call the police to escort me out if the building..he said he don’t need a scena on his apartment… I feel very bad…he call or pretend to call and said” is a woman outside of my door I ask to leave but she don’t want can you came over and escort she out please” and he ask Me to leave before the police arrive. I left…. I still wondering if I hurt his feeling with my text and made him feel like I use him for sex …or he believe that because happen to soon I’m a slut that sleep with anyone. ? Or he is into a game to made woman’s feel inadequate, or because he find the ex wife with another man he expect something different for woman’s. He is 44 I’m 42 we are old enough to talk about it face to face,he is an Army man, how he can’t be honest, anyway I said I’m sorry if I hurt his feeling and he said apologies accept… But was no enough to me. Of course I don’t planing to contact him but honestly I feel sad ashamed, and worthless.

Let him go, next time be careful.